裸思

孑然一身,裸思出浴,坦然札記

20160229 Odd day

I was in great pain.

I don't see how you just not see it.

I was in great pain everytime you went behind my back and went out with those girls.

I don't see how you managed to walk away from my tears.

I was in great pain and I still handed over my great love.

I was a great girlfriend.

I just, I just don't see what I did lead to what you did.

 

 

It's an odd day.

I have odd feelings.

And I have no place in this world to yell at you.

Because you now belongs with her.

 

 

I just don't see fairness.

There is this guy, who love his girlfriend with all his heart.

And then one day, she just died. Without saying goodbye.

And then there's you. Living fine after what you did.

 

 

It's an odd day.

My map is showing the odd ways.

My life is a mess.

My compass points random direction.

My future is everywhere.

My room is neat.

But my heart is all over the place.

It turns into shatterd glass, killing me slowly while I try to walk to the window of help.